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Saturday, May 31, 2008

was talking to simin. yup the one i said was "chao ah lian" last time. actually i find her quite okay. maybe i just know her on the surface, but the way someone talks will already show someone's character sub-consciously. okay, those who dont like her might just say that "you dont know her enough!".

yes i dont know her enough, but at least, i dont really categorize hi-bye-friend into "i like" and "i hate". and that's why i am always on the neutral path. i talk to everyone. i dont really like the idea of labelling, and treat others differently. but i do labelling for those who label me. only some. i can say like 3 or for 4 pple so far.

the rest which i dont really like, i'll just try my best not to talk to them. but when they do talk to me, i'll just treat them like anyone else. but sometimes when they do take the first approach, they made me changed my paradigm on them. it kinda made me understand them more. haha.

but yea, this is just another random post XD

oh yes, was talking to simin about the rumours spreading about me. i dont give a shit about it, cause its pple's mouth to talk about it. but the turn-off thing about girls is that, they are kinda big mouth and some even told mdm lim juan about stuff that are so not true. but i cant help it anyway, its their mouth. i'll let them talk all they want to.

and yea to those who say i act cute, i'm super duper ego-istic: i AM acting cute, i AM super egoistic. that's just who i am (or only on the surface). i can also say that, you only know me on the surface, so that's why you kept on saying i'm acting cute, i'm super egoistic. but you never knew the reason why i'm like that. you dont right?

of course you dont, and you wont. unless you are able to break into my walls (:
which is like, only keiko and brandon are able to do it XD

dated,11:40 PM
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Tidbits for the eyes.

LOL. this is ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUS. if you are in need of a translator fast, please dont find Catherine Tate, please. you will only slap yourself on your head and regret for that shit you've done.

and check this out. Nick's doing it again. but this time, its different. he's back with the queen, Mariah Carey and Boyz 2 song.

AND HE OHMYFUCKINGGODLY SOUND LIKE A GIRL. OH MAI GAD. OH MY GAD.

dated,10:45 PM
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What we lack of is not the ability to love, but the courage to love.

we need to find that courage and fully utilise it.

edit:
The important thing of your life means:
Because you lost it and started to feel its importance.
Because its lost, it becomes important.

dated,1:07 PM
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ooooh my gad. i cooked my own breakfast! :D i'm soooooooo homely. LOL

okay that's random. i've not bought a present yet. shit.

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Friday, May 30, 2008

Name of life.

I had a deep thought about love just now. With a cup of hot coffee, i thought about my past relationships and my past dates that I've gone out with with levels of seriousness. While most were great, but after spending so much time to bond with others, we seem to forget who we are and what we love to do as individuals. It CAN get to a certain point when our sense of being is somehow changed by others.

Two weeks back, I was still missing my ex-date alot and I the sorrow was still quite strong. But now I've realised, I had enough. I'm sick and tired of dipping my self-esteem to a low because of someone else. I was going to hold my head up high to treat myself well and doing the things I love to do.

Perhaps through those relationships, I've been empowered and I look back, learn and make myself a better person, a better partner for the future. Life IS short, but its the longest thing we ever know and no one comes out of it alive. The least we could do is make merry while at it.

These days doesnt seem to be lonely, nor does it seemed to be cold anymore. The grass is greener than yesterday and the skies are clear and blue. Everything seems to be perfect. Its great to be still alive. Nothing around me changed, but something inside me had.

I'm glad about it.

Relationships are those that open you up to something new and exotic. Those that are old and familiar. Those that bring up lots of questions. Those that bring you somewhere unexpected. Those that bring you far from where you started. And those that bring you back.

But the most significant relationship, is the one you have with yourself.

Do the things that makes you happy, whether your partner likes it or not. So long as it is morally right, your partner should feel happy for you to be able to do the things you like. If not, he/she is not even fit to be your lifelong partner.

And just remember, for all the things that is going to happen in the future, just be yourself.
Remember you name, remember who you are.
That is the name of your life.
Your name of life (:

dated,4:01 PM
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sick.

ergh. i woke up late today again, and i thought i'm okay already. but i am no better than yesterday. being sick is the worst thing ever.

Dance Step 1: Piroutte and Faint.
Dance Step 2: Pop and Vomit.
Dance Step 3: Freeze and Sneeze.
Dance Step 4: Crump and Die.

YES. i am actually so ingenious to come up with such lame stuff, but i think they are cool :D at least it cheers me up like this way. I HATE BEING SICK. and how i wish i can have a good girlfriend now to buy me lunch and feed me

*smiles dreamily*

today is a bad day. i feel like fainting. maybe i shall do 100 pirouttes now. LOL.
bla.

edit:
i just found out, aprivaterecord is actually xin jian! XD oh xin jian's damn cute. super cute :D

right, that's a random thing :D

dated,12:25 PM
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Thursday, May 29, 2008

comments allowed.

SORRY FOLKS!!

i didnt realise that there is no comment link here, thanks ross! :D
so yup, the comment link is up, and its a pop up window. i didnt change the settings last time so you guys were not able to comment. but i've made it less troublesome by changing the settings! :D

so do comment if you feel like to. anyone can comment now, cuz i've changed the settings.
enjoy! :D

dated,9:43 PM
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the tertiary and the Uni.

ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG. great news!! :D
On this saturday, 4-6pm, please go to raffles place mrt exit H to find a big group of pple. dont follow them. just notice where they move, and move with them. you'll be surprised.

i'm just being bored. its a boring day. so kahyan, gwee jie, me and qin xin were bitching about a girl girl in bio class today. its a whole lot of joke, between the Js and the satan. XD super funny la!

oh yea, met up with Khai after school today for a drink. IN NUS. ZOMFGWTFHBBQ SAUCE!!!! I WAS VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY NEAR AS4!! and how lucky am i, cuz i didnt get to see someone. haha! but anyway, i walked all the way from the School of Design and Environment to te Yusof Ishak House -.- though its not a greeeeeeat distance, but still, its all hills. you know up and down, up and down, so it sure does get kinda tiring! but OH MAN. I LOVE NUS I TELL YOU. so that's why i'm gonna do my Major in English Literature in it! or maybe Major in Architecture/Masters in Urban Design!!! :D

yup. i really really really want to get into a JC. sighs, but i aimed for LASELLE at first. TOO BAD I'M POOR, otherwise, i'll be going to LASELLE. ah but JC is still good :D a polytechnic will be my last choice, cuz i dont want to have 6 years of Uni life. cause a poly is more like a jr version of a university -.-

i think JC life is gonna be fun! although i'll leave my friends in this school, but it marks a new beginning! a new life! yay! but i will never ever forget all the days i had with my friends (: although some of us aint close, but for all the things we've done together, there's only a word to describe them--sweet.

ah, i think i'm gonna miss keiko alot. cuz she's going to a poly. which means, i'm going to spend my days with a new jc clique next year. sighs! :( at least joshua is aiming for JC :D i think yvonne and kahyan are aiming NP? but NP's a great choice, for all the hotties there XD

i'm gonna study hard.

*ties white cloth on the head*

ARH!

dated,9:07 PM
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ARGHHHHHHHHH I'M CRAZY RIGHT NOW.
FINGERGUN FIGHT IS FUN :D

dated,5:46 PM
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

malacca aint that bad.

i have the sudden urge to post some of the pictures in malacca -.-

okay so we're in the Malacca zoo, and we kinda saw some funny animals. as in, really funny. there's this goat. this ANOREXIC GOAT. or bullimic. which ever.

there's also this donkey, which has a super cute bowl-cut.

and if you guys ever wonder what is in the base of perfume, just remember, its the Civet's Cat secretions and excretions ( in simple words, their shit and pee ). just below is an albino civet cat (: nice smell.

i thought Malacca's gonna be bored. cuz i dont really like going to museums, zoos and more museums. but i saw something glinting under the sun!! ITS THE STARBUCKS CAFE'S SIGNBOARD!! *screams inaudibly*

yup and i got myself my favvvvvveeeee. a venti CARAMEL MACCHIATO!!

dated,7:34 PM
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Love, 'cause you're toxic.

oooh my god. it's just soooooooo tempting to have my post starting out with "Fly Me to The Moon" by Frank, but it'll just bore others out. but i love that song! but i guess the acoustic version of Toxic will be just fine ((:

Well, its all blues today. Its raining, its cold, and its just a stretch of gloomy sky outside. Again, many friends of mine are under the fall-in-love spell. They're starting to fall in love with this guy, and that girl, this hottie, and this cutie. AND ME on the other hand, pathetic crushes everyday. Going gaga over hotties and drooling over cuties. Somehow, there seemed to be something to hold me back from falling in love deeply and madly.

I really envy those who can sustain LTRs. I want a long-term-relationship, but one was screwed up earlier this year. and its been 3 months now, still hurtful, but not like before. Rainy days have never been so melancholic before. Total screwed-ness. And worse still, i dont even know why we stop dating. No reasons given, and i was ditched at one corner to bleed just like that. But i know, smiling is definitely better than cry.

Dont cry because it ended, smile because it happened.

this is an absolutely true statement made by Yu Xi. I mean, why do we need to cry over spilled milk. it doesnt help to resolve the situation, nor does it make anything better. So isnt smiling better? (:

Many of us tried our best to keep a look out for "the one" for us. Why cant we just BE the one for others? And if you go around two timing others, your longest you can go is three days. after your lover found out what you did behind his/her back.

Nevertheless, i think that we should not stop searching for our destined one. But of course, you cant go around having 1 lover every single day. Then you probably cant find your one for the rest of your life. And i think that, after you break up with your lover, and you can actually have another lover after a month or shorter, that's pretty fast. And i despise this kinda people. Flirts, i call them. But nevermind, i rather let them be. Because they can never find true love (:

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Friends.

oh yes, i just read walter's blog. i have to blog about them too.

friends, are there really true friends, you may ask. there ARE definitely at least one out there. i mean for most people. well, if you take a look around you carefully, you should be able to filter those true friends from those which you are just false friends. just by listening to the way he/she speaks and behave, you can instantly know which are those who are true to you.

there are very little and rare people who can actually be there for you when you are down. but when there are, these people are most probably your bestest best friend ever in your life. for walter's case, i dont know. even though i say he a brother to me, i feel that i did not even treat him like one. i failed as a friend.

At least i know i am true to 4 important people in my life. 1) Brandom Ma 2) Keiko Kusumoto 3) Mary Seah 4) Koh Junjie. i treat them just like my kin. between these 4, the closest to me is Brandon.

Brandon always been there for me when i feel sad. even when he is busy, he'll just take the time off and talk to me, listen to me crying, calm me down and yup. i really thank him alot for doing that. he's like, just like an older brother to me--a brother who cares alot for the younger siblings. yup, thanks bro :D

The second, of course la, KEIKO! :D i consider her as a bestfriend already. and i feel rather bad that the bestie that i used to have is no longer than my bestfriend. i mean cuz its like, all the christian anti-ing some stuff, and she's one loyal one, so i cant go around bitching about stuff with her. and anyway she has a girlfriend too, and i think i should not step into their friendship lor. but i feel really really really bad doing this to her. i mean yea she's still like my good friend, but i just dont feel the strong connection we used to have anymore. sighs.

Keiko and i however, we have similar thoughts, and she isnt anti. and we have similar behaviours, likings and which i think is really important between bestfriends. so yea, that's prolly the reason why we can have a strong bond. AND Z-OH-MAI-GADLY, i can actually guess out her likings just like that. see, i'm such a pro.

Mary. aiya! friends for 4 years. in my clique for 2 years. and talk alot of rubbish for 4 years. what you expect? XD too much to say!

Junjie. wah he dao me, cuz he got another steady. but nvm. if he needs me ( which i dont think he need, cuz he got his bestie suling ), i'll be there.

so to all these four great friends, when you need me, call me. i dont promise to be there right away, but i'll be there by your side as soon as possible whenever i can (:

to the rest of my friends, i'm so sorry for not being there when you need me. its my deepest apology. sorry. i'm sorry.

dated,10:32 PM
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i woke up late yes yes. and i'm sick. SO?? i'm sick leh hello? you expect me to rush all the way to school ar? SIAO. i die how? you pay my parents money huh? -.- i'm fucking sick to the core, and anw met up with keiko before going to school today. cuz she was late, so i thought of going in with her. so we get scolded together, instead of alone. and yes yes, we were outside the humans class when THAT TEACHER came out and saw us.

TT: Why are you all here so late? And why didnt you go into class?

expected question anyway. 1) I'M FUCKING SICK. 2) WE WOKE UP LATE. 3) I WAITED FOR KEIKO SO WHEN WE ARE ABOUT TO ENTER THE CLASS, THE CLASS IS ENDING.

do you expect me to go into class and sit down for 5 friggin minutes before i go back to class again? and the stupid thing is, if i were to pon class, will i even sit outside YOUR class? i wanted to go to class, but i'm sick, i'm late, we're late, class for 5minutes? come on, common sense pple also wont go in for 5 minutes. as in, i know i'm wrong to be late, but is it wrong to be sick?? is it?

so yea, why should i report to the principal everyday for MY lessons? i think its a whole crazy idea. yea go ahead submit me and keiko's name. we wont report to the principal. is this what
Singapore calls "the EQUALITY of man"? is this is equality of man, why must we report to the principal instead of our class like others? this is not EQUAL to the rest. a punishment for us is understandable, but changing the way of how we report to school? its absurd.

yes yes, i want to stress on this: IT IS NOT EQUAL. isnt a school suppose to be equal to all? no sexists, no prejudices, no inequalities? ah fuck it man.

i'm not saying this because i simply hate the teacher. i'm just sick and in a bad mood, so i tell everyone off. she's not the only one i showed my attitude today. i dont hate her, but then its just that i'm in a bad mood and i'm fucking sick, and she came to tell me off just because i'm sick and i'm late, i cant help but blog about it.

ergh. okay i should just calm down. WHICH I CANT WHEN I'M IRRITATED >=(

oh yea, talking about irritation. i have 5 levels of my anger.

1) Slightly irritated - Tell the person its irritating and hope he/she will stop.

2) Irritated - "Tsk" and stare at the person, telling the person to stop with stern voice.

3) Very irritated - "Tsk" and walk away, cursing and swearing in my heart.

4) Angry - Countless of vulgarities shooting out. I tell you, its NEVER-ENDING.

5) Limit - Die, I'll beat the shit out of you. Practically, bash you up.

and the easy way to make me angry, is when i'm in a bad mood, and you di siao me. i tell you, you'll die, the HARD way. yesyes, only 2 people made me reached my limit so far. so yup, try me? many times, i reached level 4, but cant get above. somehow, i dont feel that angry already :D

dated,2:55 PM
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OH MAI GAD. I'M SUPER LATE FOR STRUCTURED CLASSES. SO YEA PLEASE DONT LOOK AT MY BLOG NOW. VIEW IT AFTER 4PM. I'LL UPDATE THEN. SERIOUSLY, I'M SUPER LATE AND I'M BLOGGING. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M DOING NEXT.

*grabs hair and screams*

*looks at strands of hair on hands*

MUMMY!!! *cries*

-.-

dated,8:01 AM
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Monday, May 26, 2008

GIRLS--Behavioural Revolution

today is the best day of my life!

I SCREWED PAPER 1 UP

apparently, my General Certificate of Education Ordinary Level Mother Tongue exam is just okay. paper 1 was screwed so badly, but paper 2 was as easy as shitting. and i hope the subsequent examinations will be as so, then i'll ace everything! :D

right. and i just heard Strider's super gay PODCAST. LOL CAN!! the gayness is so appalling that it drives me nuts. serious! but okay that's one random thing.

anyway! went lunch today with kusumoto! haha! eh its the first time ever i went out with her for lunch. as in out of school, only both of us, besties. as in she's currently moi best, but of course i'm not hers -.- so we're pretty much talking about love love and stuff. well, i couldnt help but look away whenever she acts cute. its super super turn-off!! XD but then, of course there are times she looks innocent ( yea when she keep her mouth shut -.- )

oh yes, so come to the think of it, keiko and albert has been together for a looooooooooooooooong time. and its their first time having a steady. oh mai gad! so pro! XD okay la, at least me and jen first time oso 2 years. well, the main thing is, secondary school love is really more of gaining experience. i mean, we need to learn from our past break-ups and stuff instead of just fooling around. that is what secondary school love means to me la. but i dare say i'm ready for a steady relationship, its just that i cant find the one yet. why? let me explain.

1. WHO LET THE BITCHES OUT?! ( woof! woof! woof! woof!)
There are many bitch-wannabes and bitches in our school. Not only ours, even other schools. Especially this year's batch of secondary ones' ah lians. Total turn-offs. And i dont like girls who are so ah lian-ny, and wears pink. Simply disgusting.

2. The Ah Lian Way is the New Trend.
Many girls are turning so ah lian-ny. All the "F" words, and the "KNNBCCB", "LG", "PJ", "KNN", "CCB" and yada yada yada. Whenever a girl says a vulgarity, its strike-off on my list. And the way they wear their skirt super short, showing their thighs, tucking out their shirts at the same time (and even folding in), it just seems that they really want to be *chio bus.

now you see why i cant find one? yes yes, Ah Lians turns me off, bitches turns me off, girls who use vulgarities turns me off, girls who smokes turns me off, *non-intellects turns me off.

*chio bus=horny females looking for a sex partner
Chio=horny
Bu=females
go ask those who really knows HOKKIEN, not the ah bengs you see in the streets. they'll explain how chio bus earns their money using their body.

*non-intellect does not refer to N/A or N/T or ITE students. it refers to students who dont wish to study/give up in studying/couldnt care less about studies.

oh yes, and i simply dont like some girls who are super bimbotic, and super bitch attitude. that's an OH-MY-FUCKING-GOD-LIKE-NO-PLEASE for me. right and why am i suddenly typing this? oh yes, cuz i want to complain to girls now. STOP THE BITCHY AH LIANY WAYYYY. PLEASE PLEASE PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE. for your future love life, i suggest you stop that way. seriously, really, truely, absolutely.

oh oh!! recently i'm so into digital arts that i actually am studying online :D i'm creating new stuff now! but it'll just be random :D

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

failure.

i ended up using other people's blogskin -.- well i wasted 6 hours of my life doing this.

yes yes, its done by me. glass tentacles, i call them. its quite easy to do though. but takes a loooooooooooong time to make one glass tube. i did the first on using 3 hours la wth!! and now, i dunno what to put in it. so i gave up doing my blogskin. errghhhh!!

dated,8:47 PM
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assholeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. lucky me, the phone has warranty. at least i get to change for a new handphone. a new W960i. ergh. and in the meantime, i gotta use my old old K750i, but at least its better than nothing.

1 MORE DAY LEFT

just a day more, and i'll be trapped in doom's room scribbling madly at the papers. i dropped a few hair already, from all that pulling-my-hair-screaming-god's-name. ZACK OH AM GEE. zomg! i might poop my entire lifeforce out tml. as for now, i'm gg off to poop.

dated,3:44 PM
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Once the was a man who went to the Church at night.

Man: I am in love with another woman, but I have a wife at home. What should I do?
God: Then go for the one you love.
Man: But my wife will be sad. Very sad, as she loves me alot.
God: Then don't leave her and stay by her.
God: Do you really know who love you more?
Man: I don't know
God: Here lies three candle, can you tell me which is the brightest?
Man: All three seem to be as bright. I don't think there is any different.
God: You can't even see which candle is the brightest. Then how can you know which woman love you the most? Here take this candle right infront of you eyes.

The man took the candle over.

God: Now which is the brightest candle?

The man now know something.
The brightest candle is always the one infront of you.

**************************************************

many of us tends to wonder about these question, "Who really loves me? Who have the undying love for me?" all of us wants someone to love us for the rest of our lifes, and many of us goes around searching for "true love" even when you have found a boyfriend or girlfriend. but we never find those that truely love us. our eyes have set upon something far away in search of that "true love", but little do we know that true love is just beside us all the time.

for those who tries to find a "better boyfriend or girlfriend" who loves you more, even when you already have one, you should just give up. the one that really loves you is your current one. although there are exceptions, but you should not give up believing that your boyfriend/girlfriend is the one for you because of those exceptions. your destined one will always be the one infront of you, but because you neglect them and continued searching in places so far away, its hard for them to catch up with you in your journey. and that's how it ends.

stop searching.
they are just by your side.
look around you.
love them too.

dated,9:37 AM
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i wonder why i bought sony ericsson W960i. seriously, after a few days of usage, it SPOILT.
the screen was showing me tints of red on my orignially BLACK background.

ergh, shouldnt have bought it. and the phone is really really lag. (and i thought only nokia phones are laggy) so what now? give my warranty card and get a new W960i lor. but i have to say, i really regret buying that phone. should have bought mark's HTC phone. T.T

sighs. i'm dying.

i shouldnt have bought ittttttttttttt!!!

dated,8:23 AM
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Saturday, May 24, 2008

i'm changing blogskin AGAIN! :D cuz i think this blogskin is just SO NOT ME. i walk the emo path, not the gay path. LOL! so yup, i'm working on the skin. its gonna be something simple, dont hope too much for a nice one -.-

dated,5:20 PM
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i'm famished. my stomach's churning, the sun's so hot, and there is absolutely NO WAY for me to go under the merciless sun. its gettin' hot these days. but that's not the main point.

I'M HUNGRY!!

let's just say, i really want food right now. oh i shall starve to death if no one brings me food! x(

dated,12:22 PM
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the Pedra Branca verdict was out yesterday. and yes yes, we own that piece of rock. LOL! actually, i dont really get why they wanna vie for that ~~island~~ rock. but whatever! we've got like a few more square metres of land! (with additional free white birdshit toppings) :D

well, i woke up today early at 7am! and somehow, everytime i wake up on saturdays, i dont seem to feel rejuvenated *yawn*
i slumped backwards and slept again. when i spring up the next moment, it was 8:47am.
can you believe it?!!?! its

2 MORE FRIGGIN DAYS

until the horror starts. and i'll be screaming "OH MA GAD?" in my head as the clock ticks by.
the feeling's coming again, like always for mornings. i need ta shit.

ciaos~

p/s: maybe i'll upload my photos of my shit! :D

dated,10:14 AM
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Friday, May 23, 2008

to stop myself from going crazy, i had to lunge my entire body through my bedroom wall.

GCE O'LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE WRITTEN PAPER IS JUST 3 MOTHERHELL DAYS FROM TODAY LA!!!

how i wish i am already in uni now. at least i dont have to suffer from hypertension caused by the risk of F-ing my results. yes F9-ing not fucking =.=

shit man. i'm not prepared. actually i am ((: but no confidence. shat shat shat! i'm dying T.Tand all that's left of me by the end of this year, is a bald head. why? cuz i would have pulled out every single strand of my hair while screaming. perhaps i could have pulled off the scalp too. just pay respects to the bald corpse after O's. -.-

i just called McDelivery service. that asshole is speaking at the speed of a bullet train. screw him. but nvm, i can at least make out what he's saying -.-

okay that's random! XD

dated,9:11 PM
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Yoo Ye-Eun, the gifted pianist.
But, she's blind...

anyone remembered Connie Talbot from Britain's Got Talent? the one that sang Somewhere over the rainbow with that angelic voice. well, she's right here, WITH YE-EUN.

and how i am feeling right now? very sad.
this is dedicated to all those who are disabled in anyway. this is for you.
You're born to be loved.

dated,4:19 PM
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Thursday, May 22, 2008

well, the com's repaired. but then, its laggy like always. DANG, I WANT A NEW COM PLEASE.

so! eye-candy of the day:

JAE DOO the CUTEST!!

and jae doo's superb collaboration with the police!! :D

i'm beginning to fall in love with korean kids. oh no! oh no! i want a korean wife! then i can have korean kids! and then and then i can have a jae doo number 2!!!! YAYYYY!!!!

JAE DOO I LOVE YOU!!! :D

dated,5:04 PM
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

My Cinderella
Music & Lyrics by KELMO

I love you my Cinderella
I made a wish for you
I'm five and you're about seven
I wanna marry you
Today, tomorrow, or may day

Today mummy's not around at home
Papa is snoring he's ignoring
So who's there gonna play with me
Or take me to the zoo

I see you through my window pane
I smile at you and you smile back too
I wave my hands You wave back too
I'm madly in love with you

Here's wolverine and sabretooth
It's cooler than your barbie dolls
Polly pocket so pink and blue
I'm about to love them too

I'm a scorpio, which star are you
A shiny diamond up in the sky
Cinderella, my name for you
I hope you'll like it too

You turn out to be Daddy's mistress's daughter
It's like a dream come true
Mummy shall live in the refrigerator

Then I will marry you
Today, tomorrow, or may day

Ahhh...

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Copyright © 2008 by KELMO and FOK Records Studio

i loveeee kevin fok. his songs, i mean (:

dated,6:50 PM
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third post of the day, cuz i'm seriously bored.

please go to http://assuringteddy.blogspot.com cuz it simply rocked my life out.

Kevin Fok is a Singaporean artiste btw (: but his songs are so damn nice.

dated,6:33 PM
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oh oh hey guys, i seriously think NUFFNANG adds are interesting, click on them to check them out! :D

dated,6:29 PM
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OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT THE SHIT BARBEQUE SAUCEEEEEEE!!!!

my com broke down. AGAIN. its like the 248674 times it had broken down for this year.

(and damn, daddy's still not getting it fixed :[ )

lucky for me, i have this. slow com. seriously laggy. so i wont be posting stuffs from malacca. cuz the photos are all in the com!!! :( now i'm depressed. the following few post will be very very empty, cuz there aint gonna be any photos. sighs. i want my W960i pretty please? =.=

OH KAY! SO anyway, i'll just continue blogging about my mundane life.

let me see...

last friday.. oh yes yes! last friday! i saw Cookie_Monster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! zomg, cookie's like in chua chu kang la, but i dont know if its the elmo's cookie monster. but whatever! :D well, so i met up with shawn who is friggin late for an hour, cuz he went to PANG SAI. eat shit la you! LOL. well its qutie a surprise he actually know JUNJIE?! like zomg! but whatever! :D

ohoh, so i bought kaina and kelvin this two rabbits. they come in a pair! so cute! one's pink and the other's black (duh, stuffed rabbits, not the pet rabbit.) so kaina came up with the name for the black one, "BLACK SHIT". like oh maaaaa, i called it that too! hi-5 mians! XD and the pink one, i think this name is nice:

"PINKAIR SOH PIN KIE"

nice right?! like imagine you introduce yourself like that!

YOU: HI! my name is PINKAIR SOH PIN KIE! *peace*

right. and i bet a whole lot of people will tumble off their seats. haha! but i think its a really cute name! (sense the sarcasm please)

but anyway, i bought josh a back scratcher. its a random thing. but not really. well, i was walking down the night market in malacca den i saw this back scratcher. and it just came WHAM!! joshua always wants me to massage him and scratch his back (okay, that sounds so gay couple-lish). so i bought him that! see so good of me can! but he looks like an ah peh scratching his back with that. erm thing?

my life is mundane. the com restarted. my draft saved half of my post. i'm gna screw someone up.

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Monday, May 19, 2008

its so stupid. my com's lagging. and i have 67 unread mails. shat man.
i'll update my malacca photos when my coms' not so lag.

oh oh i'm watching resident evil 3 now ((:

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

hope.

eh i tell you i feel super insulted. someone, who is my COUSIN's friend, popped me a comment:

"r u a gay?"

eh super sensitive to this word can. and its a female. whos pictures are all male pictures. i suspect this person is a gay, who doesnt want to admit he is one, so he put his gender as a FEMALE in the friendster. like zzzzz can. its a SUPER insult to me can.

i mean, yes yes i look like a big great "SISSY" which you may want to classify me as, for all the camwhoring photos, the way i shake my hips and i sashay my way through the crowds, wearing almost a distinctive bright colour almost as if warning everyone "HELLO! A super duper flamboyant guy is passing by, so make way please!!" and yea, i know i've been trying to kick out of that habit, and trying to stop myself from speaking using my high-pitched nasal voice. its difficult to ya know? and what, does that make me a gay? you damned asshole.

it just feels depressing to be ostracised by the heart of the people by mass classification. classifying people means ostracising people from your heart too, in an in-direct way. it feels really terrible. come to the think of it, is there really a need for a classification to be done to everyone around you? like classifying the fats and the slims, the hots and the nots, the nerds and the smarts, the gays and the manlys, the tomboys and the ladies? is there a need? one of the groups you classified under will feel hurt and the pain you inflict on them is absolutely devastating. and the key word is ABSOLUTELY. its is 100% yes that you will inflict a pain on them. you might not have realised but have you ever wondered how it feels like to be classified? prolly cuz you have not been classified before. you damned asshole again.

seriously, there is no need for classification. why classify?

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yes yes, clementi idols. okay okay, i admit that i said someone was abit act cute, and kinda said really bad stuff lor. but its how i think la. i know i'm pretty wrong to speak behind one's back, but i still did it. shit me, i did bad stuff agaiinnnnn. i think i should just go and die.

bang! its the release of CHEMISTRY RESULTS todayyy!! :DDDDD
like ZOMG! yayness, cuz i've scored 85/100 for chemistry mid year! HOWEVERRRR. the highest for secondary three is 86/100. damn! i feel so shitty. okay as in, i really hope to get higher than what i wished for. but i didnt, so i feel rather shitty. i mean, i dont want to just get an A1, but more than that. sighs. and well, the constant comparison between 4B1 and 4C1 is always there. so well, also want to win them too XP but who i really want to win for O levels are just more than them. its the whole of singapore (: cuz for the O's, its not just between our school. its the entire singapore taking the O levl paper.

oh yea, chinese results was pretty bad too. 64/100. without oral and listening compre. ahhhh, i need to at least get a B3 la. or higher. cuz i always fail my chinese or borderline pass. and its just a friggin short 10 days left to CHINESE MT WRITTEN EXAMSSSS!!!! :(

and how i wish for As in my exams!

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oh yea, Mrs Jessica Lee was talking about the Uni admission. For NUS, the more difficult school to go in is the School of Arts and Social Sciences, Medicine and Law. oh no! like shatttt. i wannna get in to the School of Arts and Social Sciences!! :( i shall work really hardddddd liao. sighsss. and my dear readers, plan your future okay! at least 5 years ahead! like what Mrs Jessica Lee does.

oh yea, she really is VERY very Inspiring! always talking to us about our future, the happenings around the world and yup! super inspiring!! she should win the Inspiring teachers award!! :D

Ms Tan Wen Yi is rather insipiring too! talking about life and stuff. haha! and she is very very caring!! thanks for asking me how i'm doing and how things are at home kayy (: she should win the Caring teachers award!!

and MS MUM(ouch my knee)!!! :D she is always talking about life to us, talking about where to play/eat, and stuff. and a super dramatic drama-lamas, leading the school's best actors! XD and of course, also a very good singer! and yaaaaa, she cares alot about me too. ((: thanks for those days and telling me what to do kay ((: thanks mum!!!!!!!!!!!! eh, the steamboat day, faster decide hor! LOL. together with UNCLE!!! seriously, i dont really like incest, but this time, it sounds kinda cool. XP (erm yea my readers, please dont commit incest ar)

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well, i saw the news again today. its the Sichuan earthquake on the first page. Sichuan is really facing quite a hard time though. but it really spur on me. i thought of many things, including the love of the parents.

well, many buildings collapsed and killing more than a few hundred thousands of people. its really very serious, and i think its the most number of people killed in an earthquake? i think la, but too many people died. in one of the school, more than 900 students are buried alive. pretty a sad thing. there was a grim silence as parents began to dig through the rubbles in search of their beloved children.

Xinyi's Case:
Xinyi is just a three year old girl who lives in Dujiangyan. She was rescued just yesterday afternoon after being trapped under the rubble for more than 40hours. She apparently survived because she had been protected by the bodies of her parents. See, her parents used their body as a human sheild and protected from the falling pieces of cement and stuff. She suffered serious leg injuries, but she was still alive. She was saved by the love of her parents.

it was quite sad, because even though she is alive, her parents are dead.

Ren Lin Gui and Ren Li's case:
They were pulled out from the rubble, dead. Her mother madam Shi Xiao Qiong was in a state of depression. She wailed: "Give me back my two babies! I dont want money, I dont want land, I dont want a house, I just want my two babies back!" but of course, all these didnt work. She could only mourn over the bodies of her son, 16, and her daughter, 14.

with her both children dead, its no wonder she fell into the depths of depression.

at the end of the newspaper report, i could swear i dropped a tear. the sorrow is overwhelming. losing your loved ones, it just seemed too much to bear.

i wouldnt want to lose my loved ones, but sooner or later i will have to. daddy's resigning to fate now. grandpa, i dont know how his condition is. i dont know what else to say. i really dont. i just want to take a break in the midst of the road to my final destination. but i know i cant, i must hold on and walk the way through, at least to the end of this year.

and may all the sorrow be turned into hope.
but will it be hope left behind?

dated,8:08 PM
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yo its been so long i've since i am blogging!!!!! rar!!! so i'm currently ILLEGALLY blogging from the class. and its so wrong since glenice, denise and sara is here. but nvm!!! :D haha! but its okayyy.

so i've been thinking about stuff lately. and its alot alot of stuff.
the most important thing of all. sighs.
i'll blog again.

dated,3:49 PM
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Sunday, May 11, 2008

like noooooooooooo. i screwed it up :(
you know what what what? i screwed it up.
just because i cant sing like a girl.
peace.

dated,1:25 PM
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Saturday, May 10, 2008

I NOW OFFICIALLY SAY THAT I LOVE KAHYAN!! :D

THANKS!!! <33333333333

dated,9:48 AM
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oh shiat i cant find my minus onesssss. i'll upload photos for recording later on ;D
meanwhile, i'm dying, shiat :( MINUS ONESSSSSSSS.

dated,8:49 AM
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Friday, May 9, 2008

mugger!

i'm a great mugger! :D its 2.26am already! hope you guys are sleeping, not waiting over the com for me to update! XD

sighs. exams. SIGHHSSSSS.
tell you something, i think names starting with R are damn cool.
ryu, reuben, reef, ryan, renzo, raymond etc etc etc.

OH MAI GOD, talking about renzo. hope he's doing fine in the home. but seriously speaking, i dont think he deserves this. really.

dated,2:25 AM
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008

oh yes, for some reason, i'm lagging behind. i kinda got to know this voting thing until yesterday.
for Clementeen Ideal finalist, 30% is base on votes, so ya, vote for me kay?? :D

just kidding la. you want you go vote. i dont like propaganding people to vote for me. its supposed to be free-will anyway. haha! but nvm! if you want to vote for me... vote la. oh yes oh yes, i'll post up my mooooooooooooooooost special photos that one will find difficulty getting!! :D not even my family can get it! :D EH NOT NUDE PHOTO LA, DEY! -.-

so i'm now doing some publicity since Syazana urged me to. and since everyone's doing it, i do it lor. and so disappointedly, my votes have 2 currently. and Yuxi's leading. LOL!!

well, vote for me? (: click on the pic kay lol.

dated,6:53 PM
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its been 3 days since the incidence happen. i feel better already! :D though yes, i AM maligned, but then what can i do to change other people's mindset? see the word mindset have two words.

MIND - obviously, what they are thinking.
SET - a group of

and also SET has another meaning. which is FIXATED. its fixed, unchangeable. so if you'd do all sorts of silly stuff trying to change their thinking, i'd rather cut it out. nothing can ever change what other people feels (unless its propanganding them for like 120472 years).

As stated in the Psalm 34 of the Holy Bible, "Do not return evil with evil, or insult with insult, but with blessing", we should not do those bad bad stuff people do to you. it makes things worse. well prolly after the incident, i went reading my bible and kinda find this stuff out. yup, it is true. why not we return with blessing? if i am not wrong in chapter 1 Peter, it stated that if we are wronged, we are blessed. or something like that. and its really true.

well, when mum and dad accused me of the stuff i didnt do, i was pretty pissed off. didnt scolded them, but i shown hatred. very wrong thing to do ): but at that point of time, i guess i didnt think before i talk, and all those words of hatred were spout out in an unbridled force. it just really hurts others (as if they didnt hurt me -.-), and i actually said them out.

they may have wronged me, but i should think before i speak, and i should be answering kindly, but i swore. that is just so bad. really. the thing is, it really is difficult to mend things up after things broke up to what seems like a million pieces. i hardly talk to them now, only answering "ah" , "mm" , "orh" whenever they ask something. i cant bring myself to talk to them. maybe i didnt forgive them in my heart, yet. because everyone in my family didnt trust me. none of them. even my closest family member, my sister, dont trust me. i couldnt forgive them.

i couldnt forgive the actual culprit more. i cant bring myself to know the truth, but i really want to. i dont want to be the scapegoat for life. i didnt do it, and i can swear upon my life. MY LIFE. MY O' LVLS, MY HEALTH, MY WEALTH, MY FUTURE, MY LIFE. that i didnt do it.

i am very prepared to tell my parents to check the fingerprints the next time this thing happens. i am not afraid, i know i didnt do it, there is nothing to be feared of. and God will bring down the hammer of justice, he will ((:

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so much for the disappointing part! :D haha! i'm back to blogging! well, have to keep it alive wad! :D anyway, school've never been so stressful before! i mean lessons in the morning, exams in the late afternoon, and revision for the next day's test at night--it really kinda get me stressed outttt. but really, this whole mid-year examination thingy really got my engine started! :D

*engine running*

*flails hand* i'm not ready to go yet! there's still alot of preparation to be done, especially, my CHINESE. its coming, and i need to start driving soon! :O okay needa practise my whole 3 books of untouched chinese assessments. and i have barely 3 weeks left =X

and school, well. i know there are alot of people dislike me. BUT WHO CARES! =D haha, who cares if you vandalise those pics or tear them off. really, grow up man. you're in secondary school already, not primary school. next time you grow up, you'll know how childish you are drawing stuff on people's face on posters. and that is really very childish LOL!! realyl! i mean, do you see grown ups doing those stuff? only kids wad. LOL!! seriously, you're makinga laughing stock of yourself, even as you try to make me look ugly when you draw stuff on me. if you really want to make me ugly, den pour acid on my face la, fancy drawing stuff. really i mean it, if you really dislike my face, gang up with some people, cuz my face up or pour acid or ram my face into a wall or what. because that will really make me ugly. but my inner self will always be beautiful (: and yours is always going to be ugly ): aww sorry!!

HAHA!!!

the ugliness of you is not on how you look,
its your personality, its your inner self.
you ugly bitch/bastard XP

dated,5:34 PM
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Monday, May 5, 2008

i may have lost faith in my family but i still have faith in God.
Lord, help me please.
Amen.

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Sunday, May 4, 2008

OH MY GOD!!
i'm getting W960i today!! :D
but i want the stylus so badly :(

sighs.

edit:
i really love my mum and dad. even though our cash spending is superbly high, i mean MY cash spending, they still allow me to buy these gadgets! sighs ((:

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Saturday, May 3, 2008

Mother's Day

Mother's day is coming! :D how are you guys gonna celebrate it?!?!?

well for me, i had already celebrated. early celebration! my family and i went down to this cheeena cuisine restaurant for dinnahhh, along with my grandma, and my two aunts (and their family). so let me introduce you to my family! :D

this is my grandma! i love herrrrrr! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY GRANDMUMMY! <3

this is my mum, me and my dad! you know where i get my colour from, a mixture of them.

this is my second sis! its a retarded pic of her.

and my eldest sis! :D <3>

yes i ate 6 bowls of them. i wanted more! but then, my mum dont want to order for me! :( sighs. but its really really nice though! :D i loveeeeeeee ittt!

dated,10:13 PM
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its over now.

i'm gonna make a little something. a video collage of photos. Rihanna's song motivated me to.

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

i'm not saying that elmo is really doing those stuff -.- but i mean, its pointless. everything i'm doing is pointless. how about ending it off the way we started? (: it'll be happier, really. sometimes, loving someone doesnt have to do if you are continuing to love the person in the future or not. it means more in whether you TRUELY LOVED him/her. loving someone, its hard, it definitely is. and letting go of a loved one is even more difficult. let's just say, nothing can change the fact.

Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

i mean, people change, their hearts too. and once they've changed, there's no telling if they're coming back. and with the sms, "Let's stop dating" and not even looking back, they probably missed something that's so dear to them. you know best if they really are missing that thing, cuz its whether you truely love them. if you dont, then you should know that they are just throwing away a piece of trash.

i've always doubted my lover after we broke up. because in only 2 or 3 weeks, i see love in that blog again. but the love was not refering to ours. in just 2 weeks? how much love can build up in that short span of time? so probably it started even when we are dating. i doubted, i raved, i swore. did things turn out to be good? nope. the friendship ended just like that. its painful. it really is. i mean, have you ever love me before?

And the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Lets here your speech ohh

i tried means and ways to find and test my lover. and every single time i tried, it hurts, and our friendships plummet down deep in to nowhere. i know i've been foolish, but all i wanted was a reason. is that really difficult to tell me? i braced myself for any kind of reasons, from "i dont love you from the start" to "i dont really want to break up". but there was no reasons given. it felt so sore.

but thinking back at those things i do, i really am foolish. it doesnt even content me to have the reason anyway, be it negative or positive, so why did i do such foolish things? it could be just a moment of folly. but that moment stirred up many things that weren't even supposed to happen in the first place. friendships turned sour, friends leaving me, screwed up my life a little. yea, i did really really stupid stuff, and i dont really need to find anymore reason. it'll be probably the best not to know the reason of breaking up. really.

But it's over now

and all those problems caused, all those unwanted things in my life, are they really what i want from that simple reason? nope, i dont. is it really worth it, doing foolish stuff that degrade myself time after time? no, it isnt really worth it. so why bother doing it?

Rihanna's song is really nice :D i'll keep repeating to myself this sentence, and i'll remember it forever:

But its over now.

for now, i'll really want to focus in my studies. i want to be able to Ace my subjects, except humanities -.-, and get into a great JC. but not forgetting my loved ones, i really want to be able to bond with them. and the clique, i really want to form a strong bond with some of them in there, despite some unfavourable characters hidden amongst them. i'm not going to get into a relationship for the rest of this year, lest my results suffer. lastly, for the rest of this year, i want to cherish the ones i love, for who knows what will happen in the future.

this post is dedicated to all the broken hearted ones, and of course to Liping, forever my mei, Mary, the hottest girlfriend ;D, the so called "ELMO" (the one which corals and clown fish are in,, and the on in love with cookie monster), and all those who are going to be heart-broken in the future.

Dear Liping,
I'm glad you make the decision to let go. I know it hurts, i totally do. We are both in the same situation, putting in so much effort for a relationship but it just doesnt turn out right. But let's see the bright future ahead of us! :D dont let these hurtful stuff get you. You are out to get them! :D
I'll be a great supplier of Martell and Absolut. you can find me whenever you are sad :D i dont promise to be there for you whenever you need me, but i'll promise to be there as soon as i can (:

Love,
Er ge.

Dear Mary,
My sexiest and hottest girlfriend! XD haha, thanks for being in my ring of close friends in school, comprising you, xueting, keiko, joshua, yvonne, audrey, kaina, kelvin, joel, jeff. haha! DEAREST! dont let little things get the best of you okay! (: you know i care, and you know best whom to tell your deepest secrets and feelings. i'm glad you dont center your life in eugene anymore! :D
Its a good start to a new beggining! :D look, there's Gary for you! haha. and of course, your dearest, ME! :D tell me anything when you feel down okay. I dont promise to be there for you when you need me, but i know i'll be there for you as soon as i can (:

Love,
Hottest and Sexiest Boyfriend.

Dear Kuku,
haha! Hope you really are looking at this post! It really dawn on me, if you really love me or not. But i think all the doubting after we stop dating is really unneccessary. I'm not saying you cheated on me okay -.- haha, its just that, things didnt really go well for me, so i get really really emotional.
Come to the think of it, i really feel the sense of security when we were dating. Even if we dont meet for a week, i feel secured, almost as if you were by my side. I really love that feeling, its really hard to get this kinda feeling nowadays. Maybe that's why its really hard for me to let go of you XD
And now, i've thought about it. If i am able to feel the sense of security back at that time i shouldnt even be doubting you. Emotions sure control people well! I guess i didnt really think of how you feel those times i talk nonsense. But i hope you are not hurt by me =/ sorry if i do!
I am letting go, i really am. Okay, this might be like the 2342532 times i said i really am letting go, but THIS TIME, i really mean it. haha, wont bother you and your cookie monster. i dont wanna get the third party stamp on my face! haha!
I hope you are doing fine, and i hope that cookie monster is the one for you! :D oh ya, jiayou for your Uni studies! ;D

Love,
Guowei.

i swear on my heart, my love was true.
i swear.
and i swear everything i told you of,
from my family to my friends (you know what i mean),
they are true.
they really are.

dated,2:56 PM
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Take a bow.

Rihanna-Take A Bow

Hoo...

How 'bout a round of applause
Yeah...
Standing ovation
Oohhhh... yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah...

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin' about, girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like the re-run
Please, what else is on

[Chorus]

And don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

And the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Lets here your speech ohh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

But it's over now

i love you, so dearly.

dated,10:25 AM
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well i HAVE to ramble about this. Singaporeans dont empathize disabled people.

it all started when i was on the way home in the MRT after lunch. i was happily listening to BIGBANG's Last Farewell. then the train stopped at Redhill station. then there is this boy boy who came in. he seemed to have down syndrome, by the way he behaves. then people started to move away from him. Boy boy stood in the middle of the carriage. AND THE FUCKING PASSENGERS MOVE AWAY FROM HIM LEAVING MORE THAN A 1 METRE RADIUS. even those people who sat down moved away. WTF LA.

i mean, its not as if he is a monster, or a homicidal maniac. he is still a human, right? how will you feel if people shun away from you? its just how simple-minded you are, and you dont realise the effect on your own actions. every action you did has an effect over some particular person.

In 2003 in Canada, it appeared in the news that the was this girl who had rabbit lips (or whatever you call them). and of course she went for an operation to get her lips done. well, it turned out to be that her lips are in a not so normal shape and her pronunciation and enunciation turns out to be not so clear. people shun her. In school, in the public. The only two people who love her just like any normal human are her parents. Even her siblings despise her. Years and years of shunning went by. She was very negative and had thoughts of suicidal. and it came to her that she MUST die, because everyone dont want to be near her, and she thought "i must be a monster, i should go and die." yes and she killed herself.

you see, your actions bear a heavy responsibility. and that can kill someone.

Just a few weeks back, the new paper had this article on this girl who had eating disorder. She was rather plump back at the past. so people kept on laughing at her obesity. there was even once in primary school when one of her classmate shouted, "Jasmine* is the most ugliest girl in class!" there was a brief moment of silence. after which, the whole class burst into laughter. it feels so terrible to be criticised in front of many people. and because of that, she starved herself everyday. even if she eats food, she will dig her hand into her throat and make them flush out from her mouth. and in just a few months time, she lost more than 40kilograms. i think.

the main point is the way you do things, and the way you are not putting words into consideration of others, (even if its the littlest things) cause big impact on others.

think before you act. please.

*not the real name.

dated,8:53 AM
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Friday, May 2, 2008

SHIN SHIN KUSHIYAYA!!

CONTINUING FROM 3DAYS BACK...

well, we walked around GREAT WORLD for a short period oftime. AND I SAW ELMO!! as in, really elmo! :D

its about time i tell the idiots that they should go to IMH.

we're getting horny in the dresser.

retard.

*points at me* hot guy alert!!! *screams and faints*

really, i think i'm too cute to. HAHAHAHA. seriously!! well, MARY and XUETING actually kinda wanted to find super super super ugly clothes for me to try on. in ESPRIT. but it just turns out really nice. HAHAHA. aw man, try another store next time kay?

now i'm startin' ta luuuurrve black and white stripes.

peace out (:

its only a cap. but with me wearing it, it looked 120743208437 times nicer :O

and of course, we didnt study for chemistry in the end. sooooo unproductive -.- oh but we bitch about stuff. and ya especially about someoneeeeeeeeeeeeee they just love asking me about. really, they're gettin' on my nerrrrrves. screw them. HAHA. *peace*

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well! yesterday. it was a big busy day!! helped up aunt and mummy in Olyumpus Childcare Centre! :D in painting la duh. otherwise i'll have the kids gaga over me already. head over heels? not really. more like sun over the moon. (?!) LOL! well, we finally finished painting the entire centre! pretty much commendable speed huh! XD

mummy had to go to work so we had dinner without her ): oh but the place she reccommended us to dine in, its superbly fantastic. except the fact about the size of the food. -.- REALLY. THE FOOD SERVING SIZE IS AS SMALL AS A SPOON. as in the spoon being the diameter of the circular serving. ITS THAT SMALL! and i didnt really enjoy it though.

yes i have so damn lot to complain about.

the 1st and 4th picture: the fish is as long as a fork! and its shared by 8 people. ASSHOLE. ITS SO DAMN SMALL THAT MY MUMMY CANT EVEN FEEL IT WHEN SHE SITS ON IT LA. how to eat?! and i have a HUGEEEEE appetite can!

2nd and 3rd pic: right. how am i supposed to eat these. when there's like so little. FOR 8 PEOPLE.

the last: yes. its merely half an inch bigger than a can of coke.

SIGHS! though the taste is heavenly, THE SIZE PISSED ME OFF. like oh mai gadddddd. i hattteeeeeeeee you >=(

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and its SHIN KUSHIYA for lunch today! well, finished off chemistry SPA and went for photoshoot for Clementi Idol finals. seriously, we should be allowed to wear KOOL KOOL clothing for the photoshoot. like oh mai gad, i'm not in the tip top condition lor, and hello? i'm sweating like a mad dog and you want to take my photo? come on. *flicks hair*

so much for a diva attitude. HAHA!!

oh yes SHIN KUSHIYA. dine in with QI EN today at shin! :D love it love it love it!!! :D
i have to admit, i love SHIN KUSHIYA more than the kopitiam yesterday -.-

Lemon Chuhai (Alchoholic) [Lemon Chuhai Cocktail]
Chawanmushi [Steamed Egg with Ebi]
Green Tea [Green Tea]

Yakitori [Grilled Chicken Chunks]
Shishito [Grilled Japanese Green Pepper]
Cha Soba [Green Tea Cold Noodles]

Ika Sugatayaki [Charcoal Grilled Squid with Teriyaki Sauce]
Plain rice [Plain rice]

Whiskey Sour [Whiskey with lime juice]

LOL. i drank a chuhai and whiskey. and i got high. serious! i love the chuhai and the whiskey!! :D super nice can! <3333>=( but haha, jiayou kay! :D but anyway, we got a 10% off the total bill (means minus off GST!) haha!

ohoh! there's this very pretty pretty waitress, i dont know if she's the manager or not, cuz she's wearing a blazer too. but she's pretty! oh mai gad! she did the whiskey for me!!! :DDDDDD i super happy la! she still say "erm sir, after you drink the whiskey maybe if you can give me some comments about it because i did it myself. *smiles*" AWWW, MY HEART MELTED I TELL YOU!! :D i wanted to take a photo with her, but sighs :((((

oh ya, i have to tell the F&B service stuff about this. you have to warn the customers about the food they take, as in ya. example 1: A drank lemon juice. and wanted lime juice next. the service staff should tell them that the phelgm in the throat will thicken, and will feel uncomfortable if they drink too much sour stuff. example 2: A wants coffee and crab. warn them they will die. LOL! get it? ((:

but i love it anyway! i love the whiskey.i'm gonna come here again! :D

its not about how good the food is.
its about the service you provided and promised (:

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