i have absolutely no idea why i posted the contents in my previous post O.O
but anyway! i'll continue for the sake of my reader, but in short. haha, the codas are more important ;)
Soon after, I learned the way of the hooligans. I smoked, I drink, I swore, I fight. That is when i started to change, the more negative way. I started to swear alot in Secondary 2.
THEN BECAUSE OF SOME SOME REASONS.
I realize that friends are important to me. They are those who stand by you in times when you have family problems, they are those who provide a soft padding to cushion your falls, they are those who make stepping stones in your life. Friends, they really are important, aren't they?
But things don't turn out well though. I have many friends in secondary 2, considering the fact that I am slightly high-profiled in school. The problem with me is that, I dont know how to appreciate them. I took them for granted, and even though my sacarstic remarks to some of them don't really affect them much, there are some of them who took it to heart. I know of someone who used to be my close friend. Maybe I took her for granted, and I always chided at her for being sooooooooo stupid, or maybe make really sacarstic and hurtful remarks at her. We started to talk lesser and lesser. Then, we seem to be even lesser than hi-bye friends.
Along the way to secondary three, I lost many great friends, because I took them for granted and I didnt put myself in their shoes. I dont appreciate them and I lost them. Its hard to get back what I've lost, nevertheless, I try my best to smile at them in school whenever i can, in hope of making things better. We still talk now, but there is no longer strong bonds between us.
Secondary 3 life started. I found a great friend once again! We were together most of the time, and I feel so happy to be with her! Together with the juniors, we often hang out together, eat in mac and stuff. But soon, we decided that spending time with our own classmates is more important. We neglected the juniors. Up till now, I still feel sorry for them. I mean, we just left them there like that without explaining why.
AHHH. 总之, I LOST MANY FRIENDS 就对了啦！
THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS APPRECIATE YOUR FRIENDS OKAY.
LOVE LOVE HUG HUG HAR.
DONT FEEL LIKE BLOGGING ANYMORE KAY BYE.
lol!