Excessive drinking water is gonna make you plumb, ya know? BLA i'm just joking :D
I feel so tired, because of the sun.
Seriously, the earth is dying, the sun is too hot, the ice caps are melting, the sea levels are rising, the meteors are crashing, the aliens are attacking, the humans are farting and that further enhances the greenhouse effect due to methane gas released into the atmosphere and we're gonna all die by igniting that with a spark :D
nah i'm just kidding. BUT it's so hot today. And even yesterday. Screw the weather.
THERE IS THIS GAME CALLED "MAD GAP". I'll show you the example.
So basically, you just have to read the simple words on the cards, and your friend guess what the sentence/phrase is. The line of words sounds really ridiculous but that's just the way (:
I think i need more ginseng tea and ji-can accent. okay i'm just trying to be funny its CHICKEN ESSENCE. i have no idea why i'm so lame, but i just wanted to be (:
I CANT FRIGGIN BELIEVE THAT MY ENGLISH PASSED BORDERLINE =O well, not as shocking as that old uncle. HEY I DIDN'T SEE HIM TODAY!! :D
FROM TODAY ONWARDS, I SHALL FLATTEN MY BUTT ONTO THE GLASS-DIVIDER IN MRTS.
It's a very horrible experience today! THIRD time in the year that my butt got touched. AND OBVIOUSLY ON PURPOSE ):
So today I was on the MRT on the way home. Upon reaching Boon Lay mrt station, there was this old man behind me. So I was just near the door waiting the door to open. AND SUDDENLY, I FELT A SMACK ON MY ASS. I turned around and guess what I saw?
THAT UNCLE'S HAND STILL ON MY BUTT, AND HE IS SMILING AT ME.
I was stunned momentarily. GOSH WTH IS WRONG WITH HIM LA. and the next thing i knew, he started to caress my butt. AND WHAT'S MORE, IN THE PUBLIC. It was super embarassing and awkward, because there is this lady behind me too, and gave a shocked and what-the-hell look. Then she look at me, and I gave an OH-MAI-GAD-SOMEBODY-SAVE-ME face. Then she was like, opening her mouth and gave an "errr" look.
Luckily, the door opened soon after, and I SWORE I WAS THE FIRST TO DASH OUT OF THE MRT. Aih, THANKS AR BENJAMIN. for slapping my ass two years back almost everyday saying that it is to "shape my butt". AND NOW WHAT HAPPENS? aiiiih.
So now, I learned my lesson. I shall wear my bag as low as possible or flatten my butt onto the glass divider.
Rules : Blogger that has been tag has to post 10 random facts or habit about themselves. And at the end of it, blogger has to tag ten peeps to do this quiz :) and of course tell them they have been tagged.
1. I LARB STRAWBERRIES. 2. I love plucking leg hairs. 3. I am single. 4. I have many pweety girls and hot/cute boys as fwenszszxs. 5. I love twitting even though I am anti-twit. 6. I only eat Scoopz Sour Lemon gelatowhen I'm sad. 7. I love embarrassing my friends by making myself an idiot in public. 8. I never wanted to be a supersinger/ superactor/ superstar/ supermoon/ supersun. 9. I have a hairy tummy and butt. 10. I want Yoo Bin to be my wife :D
oh my gosh, i cant believe i actually did this -.-
I'm not trying to suan you guys la, but its I just wanna blog out something. We were supposed to wear traditional costumes today (for late racial harmony day celeb) So I kept a look out on people wearing kimono. SUPER FUNNY I TELL YOU.
First, there was this guy wearing a happi. LOL. SERIOUSLY, I HAVE TO SAY LOR. Weird. BUT at least he wore a nagajuban underneath is.
THEN THERE WAS THIS GIRLWEARING FURISODE WITHOUT A NAGAJUBAN AND HADAJUBAN. For your information, if a girl wear a kimono (no matter its a furisode, a susohiki or a yukata) withoutnagajuban and hadajuban, it means that she is a prostitude.
Then there was this another girl wearing a yukata. ALSO WITHOUT NAGAJUBAN AND HADAJUBAN. At least wear a piece of eri sugata la. If you wear it to Japan, don't blame it if you get approached for a request to get laid.
*note: happi - a waist-length kimono traditionally used for shopkeepers nagajuban - a white piece of undergarment used to keep the actual outer kimono dirty (from sweat) hadajuban - a thin piece of garment worn by woman under the nagajuban (obviously to prevent abrasion of the *ahem*, because of the susoyoke attached to it) eri sugata - an undergarment with a collar (if i'm not wrong it can be used for formal occasion) furisode - from the name itself, you can know it (dangling sleeve) LOL. the most formal kimono with the sleeve touching the ground susohiki - a long kimono such that the wearer has to lift up the kimono to walk yukata - an informal kimono with bright colours
i'm not trying to show off right here but yea (:
AND KOREA!! WHY NO TELL ME DANCE?!?!?! MOST FAMOUS DANCE IN KOREA IN 2007 CAN!!!
Tell Me - Wonder Girls
Tell Me - Big Bang
Tell Me - Jae Doo
Tell Me - Jae Doo and Police
Tell Me - Yoon Jung
Tell Me + Lies - Big Bang, Wonder Girls
1st video!! AHHHH YOO BIN RAPPING :DDDDDDD 2nd video! BIG BANG DANCING :OOOOOOOO 3rd and 4th video!! JAE DOO!!! SUPER CUTE!!!! 5th video! YOON JUNG AND BELLY DANCE :O SEXAIR CAN!! 6th video! When they combine, marvelous!!!!!!
Seriously, TOP can't dance. BUT his hips are good :O (5th video) god knows what he does all the time XP
AND LAST VIDEO!!!! FEEL SUPER HIGH CAN!!!! MY YOO BIN!!! :D everyone was screaming the song can!!
Just came back from bitchingmugging session in night focus. HAHA, more of a picnic. We had fun mugging for the first hour, and the other, well (: Mass spamming food, music and gossips. LOL. Shit man, this is so unproductive. BUT at least we did many things in the first hour! :D
ANYWAY, I HAVE TO RANT ABOUT THIS. There's an unknown teacher who said that 4B1 actually put the plates onto the floor near the staircase, which is totally not true at all! Yes, people that came from 4B1 table, but they aren't 4B1. AND just because our class canteen table is near the staircase, and our class is so popular that people from A1, C1 and D1 comes to OUR table to eat, it doesn't mean that WE 4B1s left the plates on the floor near the staircase.
Why do teachers like to assume and abuse their powers over us, the helpless pathetic students? Shouldn't the teachers be fair and look into this matter (REALLY look into it, and not saying but actually assumed instead of investigating) before giving a conclusion? It doesn't make students like the school this way if teachers aren't fair, because students always think that teachers = school just like teachers think that bad academic results = bad students. We all stereotype, but at least teachers SHOULD be more fair, and set a good example for the students right?
AND teachers should never put students' morale down. Even though students may not score well in tests or examinations, it doesn't give the right for the teachers to scold the students "stupid" or even forcing a student to drop the subject. EVEN WORSE, teachers should NOT be biased against those who did badly, AND saying this:
"The students from 4X1 will all get the A1s for *******, and what about you guys? All the Cs and Ds, or even Fs."
Yes I do agree we didn't do well enough, BUT we could improve if you helped us too. I dare say not much people were talking in that lesson, but then why say we did? And giving us all those shit critics, who the hell do you take us as? We aren't good-for-nothing you know, and you should take back your words.
I know you want us to do well, but you SHOULD NOT do it this way. I know you are irritated by us, but then that doesn't give you the right to say YOU WILL BE GETTING THE Fs, does it? If we will be getting the Fs, why do we even come to school for? To fail?
And some teachers are really eccentric, if we came in late, teachers might just say "You might as well don't come for lesson." HELLO, AT LEAST WE WANT TO LEARN AND CAME FOR THE LESSON. *waves*
If we don't wanna learn, what for we come in even though we know we are late? If something upsetting happened to me, and you said that to me, I would have just walked out of the class, since unintentionally and sub-consciously, you are telling me to leave.
Being a teacher is tough work, being a human is even more difficult. We always have to be careful of our usage of words. Some words might seem to be able to "gear us up", or "fun" to you, it might be a critical comment or an insult to others. This is not a i-like-to-do-whatever-i-want world, it's not your world. It's everyone's world.
I can't stand people throwing insults too overboard. I mean, one or two sentences between really close friends for fun is rather okay, but you really have to know when "too much" comes into picture. If you don't want others to insult you, then don't insult others. Because when you insult people, some people might feel offended, and behind you, you are being insulted/bitched about by him/her. Thus, we have to live to watch our mouth.
Aih. Why am I even talking shit here? AIH. AIH AIH.
YOO BIN ): I want you.
I'm so so so, hot hot :D Yoobin is the rapper, she's my lovah :D
I WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOG ADDY TO YOOWEY.BLOGSPOT.COM LEH ): why? cause yoowei, yoobin and guowei's son/daughter :D -.- oh mai gosh, i'm actually saying that. I think she'll kill me if she happen to step upon a Singaporean little boy's blog :O
I have so many things to buy, seriously! Just look at my to-buy list:
-20 pens (different colours) -1 Pin board -1 Essential Oil Burner (or whatever you call that) -2 px Potpourri -1 Mug -1 Pencil Case -1 Headset -2 Belts -4 Top wear -3 Bottom wear -Some more boxers -Some more accessories -2 Pairs of Shoes -1 Bottle of alcohol for Brandon's super belated birthday present (perhaps johnny walker or absolut?) -Chocolates -Stockpile of Protein Powder -Eugene's present -Joshua's present
AIH. If I didn't calculate wrongly, I think I need $870+ at least. AIH. LIFE'S CRAP ): i need fast cash yoyo? Anybody wanna buy me? I'm selling for 100000000000000000000000000000000 zillion, thanks (: AIH, life's crap. nvm, I'll just stick to buying these first:
-Eugene's present -Joshua's present -1 Bottle of alcohol -1 Essential Oil Burner (or whatever you call that) -2 px Potpourri -1 Mug -Some more boxers
:D only around S$219 will be spent! :D still, I need more clothes ):
today is a tiring day. I feel like sleeping right now. BUT I GOTTA MUG. A-math's not done yet, so i still need to stay up and do stuff, haha!
i miss my handphone ):
anyway, humanities focus was GREAT :D at least i learned something. There's so many things that I wanna buy! BUT I have no $$ ): maybe i'll get some dirty cash :D
sometimes, I wish more people could see my private posts in livejournal. But its okay, I'll gain satisfaction if someone is to view. Only that particular someone. Nobody knows about that anyway, not even my previous dates and stuff HAHA.
so as you an see, I only have 10minutes of break time left. I'm just going to cheer myself up from this emo-ness by singing myself GWB (Fuck You Very Much).mp3 :D
shatoh god! I've been posting too much lately :O but i love posting anyway :D I'll stop to take a little rest right now, and continue later at 10pm or so. Until? Until the next morning again. Meanwhile, I'll eat my dinnah, and unwind just a little ;)
I'm not a nerd, I don't stick to studies all the time. I'm a cool mugger, a pia-ful mugger. LOL, I pia until my energy is drained out, then I'll take a rest :D I'm not shagged at this moment, but I really am hungry. That's why I take a little break :D
oh gosh, 2.5 hours left to rest! shat shat shat. ah shatgosh, i used it again! ergh. gosh gosh gosh.
My mum says I'm gonna faint sooner or later, if I continue studying like that. Isn't that what you want? Don't you want me to study hard? Don't you want me to ace a-maths and e-maths? Then why persuade me out of mugging hard?
Really, you're a living irony. I can continue my life like this, sleeping for barely an hour a day (i think) At least, I will be able to improve my results. Is THIS enough to show you that I DID study for all my exams?
I got my Chemistry results back. Was rather disappointed with it though. I could have gotten A1 for it, but I think I didn't study hard enough and I got A2 instead. aihhhh ):
E-maths paper was back too. I got a B4 ): Just as disappointing. AND I COULD HAVE GOTTEN AN A2 IF NOT FOR THE PROBABILITY TREE DIAGRAM -.- Guess what, the probability question was 6-8 marks. And because I drew the diagram with 1 careless mistakes, the rest of the questions were gone. -.- DANG, i could have gotten those marks. Still, its depressing to get an A2 too ):
A-maths paper might be out tomorrow, and I already knew I would fail it. Paper 1 was terrible, so the probability of passing paper 2 must be 1/100000000000000000000. aih. Life's crap.
Then again, life's NOT a crap at all :D Had fun talking with my bitch today. Haha. Seriously, I think I know my bitch quite alot, that K-bitch XD why? 'Cause I just knew where her handphone will be at when she actually "lose" it -.- Frag. LOL!
ZOMGWTFHBBQMAN, I NEED TO STOP GOING TO SUMO HOUSE. Otherwise, there'll be no reason to bring my wallet along with me everyday. Why? Cause there aint gonna be any notes or coins to carry anyway!! ShatGOSH, I'm in need of funds again. And my pay is only coming next week -.- SO WHY NOT YOU GUYS SET UP A SAVE GOOWEY FUND?!!?!?! =X
I've never ever enjoyed mugging till dawn like this before! Hey this is fun, maybe you guys should try it :D
BUT, if you can't take a day without sleep, then don't try it. School's starting in 2 hours time. Gotta bathe, cut hair and leave house.
AND I THINK THERE IS NIGHT FOCUS TODAY. ZOMG I WISH ITS NOT MATHS, THEN I CAN PLAY PLAY PLAY! :D at least for a little while -.- then mugging at midnight again! wooooots!
i just realised, i've got dark panda eyes! DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT ME UPLOADING PICS OF THEM. I'M NOT THAT STUPID, MWAHAHAHAHHA. eek! must use concealer later, or foundation. oh wells (:
guess what?! i have 11 questions left to finish topic 2, Angle properties of circles! :D cheers! oh wells dad just told me to off the com. but i'm still continuing mugging! :D
i told ya, i aint gonna sleep tonight. hope i dont get dark eye bags tml. otherwise, concealers will have to come, haha!
Was talking to darling just now. Cheer up okay, remember that if you need someone to be there for you, he's been standing there for you all the time (: and that person is me. I'm only a call away whenever you need me. Of course, I don't promise that when I'm sleeping, given the fact that I'm such a good sleeper XD
After talking to darling, my cousin chatted with me awhile. Somehow, the topic of friends came up.
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If you notice about the trend between the top scorers and the low scorers, the top scorers experiences battles everyday, and mostly, over studies. They always put studies first, and tried their best to be the best in every subject. The lower scorers don't score well, simply because they love playing. It's not that they can't study. They just love playing.
Between these two groups of people, the lower scorers are seemingly the "bad company". But that is not the case. The lower scorers may not excels in terms of studies, but they are great friends. Because they rank friends and fun on top of studies.
The top scorers make friends, but definitely, suspicion will arouse. They will probably think that some people wants to be friends with them to "zap their brain juice" or to "copy their idea" or whatever. The competitive nature of them causes this to happen, and definitely, they find it hard to find friends, even between top scorers themselves. Because the aim was never to make friends and merry, but to make good results.
But no matter what, these types of people grows no faster than low scorers. Let's just call low scorers more sociable people. They are there for friends who are in need, and they are really precious friends, more beautiful than any other things in this world. Low scorers sees the world with a wider perspective, and of course, they aren't competitive so whatever they do ain't for their own needs, but for the majority. Thus, sociable people are better friends.
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In any case, I've decided to dedicate the rest of my time to some hand-picked people whom I want to bond stronger with. Darling, you are one of them, no worries okay (: I love you all the same as Mary and Keiko. And I certainly hope that when I come to school one day, I will find out that I can't do without you, as much as I can't do without Mary and Keiko (: cheers!
In the meantime, concentrate on your studies, more often than not, participate fairly actively in class random chats (: I'll be behind you, and in front of you! Behind you to catch your fall, in front of you when you need me to be there. Cheers! I may not be the very best friend that you have had, but I truely and sincerely do hope to be a friend of yours. We may not share many common interest, but at least, we're click quite well (: Still, studies is important! :D
Lastly, I'll end of with this.
If there is a thousand steps to reach you, you need only take the first step and I will take the rest to reach to you.
Just continue mugging and studying, I'll be there soon (:
hello hello! i did try doing mugging, but i fell asleep at 6am -.- and i'm up now! :D i've slept. 2.5 hours. okay, i'm not chioing second topic! :D
hopefully, i can finish more than 2 topics today ((: weeeeeeee!!
edit: i cant use safari!! ): i used to use safari de, den now safari dunno wad happen, i think got bug. auto close lor!! ): oh ya, safari is another internet browser. i was surprised to know that non-mac can use safari too! Oo
yesssssss! i have finally completed Topic 1 of subject 4016!!
*cheers and dance around*
Topic 1 was Pythagora's Theorem and Trigonometry. trigo, my worst chapter for exams ever. But i've done it all! Only 3 questions to ask out of19 questions! Hurray!! :D
Going on to Topic 2, Properties of Circles later on :D
meanwhile, i'll blog about me and josh mugging :D:D:D:D
we're really mugging real hard okay! :D
11.31 pm - Study
11+ - Camwhore Time
I was topless, and Josh had a bad hair day, so we took another. With Mantou and Gouwei! :D
12:02 AM - Resting in Process
And this is the cute photo of Tawan XD
I posted it super small to not make it so obvious that he's cute. See i'm so good, otherwise, you'll have 10 truckload full of girls chasing after you XD
haha of course, not to forget, Blogshop talks with Y-ton! :D
Tada! :D
Thanks for rejuvenating me Y-ton! Oh, that wallet, its OSM :D worth buying! Thanks for helping me with that question, Tecky! :D Thanks for helping me with another question, and staying up a little while more, Tawan! :D Thanks for mugging with me, Joshua! <3>
and the time now is, 5:38AM. sleep tight ;D
eek. no time to sleep le. Tuition later at 11am. Nevermind! Might as well mug Chemistry now! :D
hello hello to all midnight oil muggers! i'm still mugging! :D
reporting the time now....
its 4:28 AM right now. and i can see your snobby little noses still under the blanket! :D
i'll update later on. oh, its almost been 22.5 hours since i last slept. but i'm not done with my E-math revision yet! so i'll keep on doing until the end of the topic. my aim is to finish at least 2 topics today! :D
Daniel: Er... The circle...? The... roundabout... the... er...
Me: *body shaking already*
Daniel: Oh oh!! That... thing... the... cycle!!
(GOSH FINALLY!!)
Me: *inhales deeply and smiles* yes what cycle?
Daniel: The cycling cycle!
Me: *breaks into uncontrollable laughter*
Daniel: Eh heh heh... Er, no ar?
Me: *bits tongue to stop laughing* Sorry... Er.. *giggles*
Daniel: Not cycling cycle meh?
Me: No, Daniel. Its the cycle of what? The continuous movement of water...
Daniel: Oh! The liquid cycle!
Me: *laughs again*
Cute right! Seriously, i feel like pinching his cheeks la! He never fails to make me laugh every lesson can! XD
Must take a photo of him some day! Aih, but his parents seemed harsh on him. But i can say he's really a hard-working student lor, and VERY guai. I asked for his parents contacts for administrative purposes, then he was like,
"Oh erm, don't call my parents unless it is very urgent because my parents is working until late at night. I don't want them to be disturbed because they work in a hospital and it's very stressful already. Can can?"
Aww, so sweet (: really, there are fewer children who thinks for the parents already. I am definitely not that kind though. Totally, ha. Anyway, I love today! Because of Daniel XD Hope i can teach him all the way until primary 6! ;D Then my life will be sooooooooooooo much easier in the tutoring career.
Oh there's this other kiddo, Joel. Love talking to him too. He'd make a great debater lor! He argues with me and states his stand so firmly, so much so that i can't even reject his answer. Really, he's a bright kid ;D It's his PSLE this year, and I do hope I can help him much but I don't know how to though ): sigh.
You are outgoing and love to be at the center of attention. From the outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but your true self is strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you fail to convince someone, you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your temper shows. Your love is always true, and you are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long. This is why you hardly win a decent relationship.
oh how true can that be! totally true la. sigh. especially the part i bold. totally
for those who are reading this post right now, there will never be bitching hours right here in this blog. 'cause all the the bitching time is dedicated to the livejournal where i lock the bitches up :D
because i had no choice i need to share my joyRAWR.
There'll be tuition later and I'm so not prepared. AH HACK WITH MY STUDENTS -.- i can't even have good results myself, talk about tutoring kids. and who's the one who told me to go tutor the kids, that scolded me because of my results?
I'm always compromising. Always (: even when I'm not in the wrong. So that's why people tend to abuse their power as parents, as friends, and as teachers over me. So dont blame me if i flare up one day and hack your heads off. Don't ever blame me for that, because you are the one who built up these unappeasable anger in me.
talk about unappeasable anger, i need to talk to sennenryu. otherwise, i will be just as saddepressedhopeless.
maybe one day, i would really go into depression. so much so that your walls will be dented by my head.
Love is a strange thing. It makes you happy, sad, angry, jealous; that many emotions all at once. Love is a strange thing. It makes you experience pain and pleasure at the same time. Love is, a strange thing.
Sometimes I doubt love. Sometimes I believe it with my heart. Love is, a strange thing.
We can make love, we can feel love, we can give love, we can take love, we can get love out from no where, we can love by looking at other people the first time. Love is indeed, a strange thing.
Love breaks heart. Love also heals heart. Love makes anger and sorrow. Love makes contentment and happiness. Love is true, but there are still false love. Love can be a puppy, love can be birds, does that mean love can be a pussy too? Love is made, love is created. At the same time, love is destroyed and broken. We like other people because we love them, we hate others because we love them too. We say we dont believe in love, but timed proved us that love made us believe them after we dont believe in them. Love is definitely indeed, a very strange thing.
bio paper wasnt as difficult as i thought it would be, thus, i'm happy today!! :D
went down to orchard to go Party World with keiko, albert and mary! we were totally rocking the room up! :D especially when we go crazy screaming into the mike as the queue Avril Lavigne's songs looped. DAMN CRAZY.
of course we sang slow songs too. pretty emo after each song, and reminds me and mary of the sad past. but all's well though! life's not that bad afterall ((:
being with Mary and Keiko made me happy, and i love them. thanks sistas ;D
nothing much to ram about, except the selfishness of Singaporeans. okay not really all.
I was in the MRT earlier on, and just in front of the door sat 4 muslim school boys. Dont really know which school it is, but i'm pretty sure its a muslim/malay school because of the headgear they're wearing. THEY WERE FRIGGIN'LY PLAYING THEIR PSP AND BLOCKED MANY PEOPLE'S WAY. eek, kids nowadays, and some people cant even enter >=(
I wanted to take a picture of them and post here though, but it was too crammed for me to take one. Ah screw the kids nowadays.
I've just included a "Read It" column for the special archives section. Please comment to tell me what to take down, because some might be seemingly boring, thank you ((:
LOL. MY VISITORS CAME BACK AGAIN. was 80+ before i went malaysia. and it dropped to 17-20+ and now its raised to 49 again!! :D thank you for staying loyal! i'll make a skin soon to reward you guys kay ((: meanwhile, i have dozens of photos to upload.
my sisters are crazy, as always. and one, she's already gone bonkers. fancy singing to the mirror in public.
i received choco cakes ytd! thanks hui bo!
its called a chocolate cake. i think.
if i'm not wrong, this should be chocolate mousse.
STRAWBERRIES!!!
i got a big surprise today!! oh ma! love love. mary and keiko were trying their best to stop me from going to the canteen cause they are preparing SOMETHING. i was already suspicious, but i dont know what they are doing though. so i aint really bovvered. oh yes, keiko's overflow day yesterday! =X its a secret. XD
guess what? after english oral practice (which went on really good. loads of compliments from mrs lee), i head down to the canteen to finish my unfinished breakfast-turned-lunch. LOL!! anyway, met with audrey and we were both discussing about this this this batman sucks and heath rocks thang. seriously! i think heath is a better actor than this batman guy. LOL!! oh yes, and i realised there's a pack of strawberry yogurt beside my breakfast and I STOLE IT. it wasnt even opened in the first place, so i stole it!! =X
mary called and told me to go the the annex. i went there, and i was totally speechless. guess what i saw?
16 muffins/cupcakes!!
oh my god! i was soooooooooooooo surprised!! shocked! ah! serious!! and i was super happy!! they didnt forget about my birthday! along with KAH YAN, YVONNE, KAINA, AUDREY, JOSHUA, JOEL, JUSTIN and CHANG WEN. thanks guys!! i love y'all! serious serious! eek! i was super surprised, afterall i really really felt the love from them (: thanks guys..
thanks for the memories, love you guys always.
we had serious photo-taking after exams in koufu. yvonne says i'm a stalker. but i'm not, i just love taking unglam photos. but i shant be bad to upload her's here. BUT, sorry aunty, no offence but i find it so unglam that i wanna laugh.
LOL sorry aunty!! no offence though.
i mean, i had to learn from here. and thank grace for the even more unglam version, with me.
haha!! but yesterday wasnt a sad day afterall, thanks guys ((: you guys made my day ((:
thanks again to huibo for the presents! :D
and thanks LEMON MAYFLOWER MAYHUI for the card. FYI, lemon is mayflower who is also mayhui. LOL. and FYI, fyi=for your information, it never ever was fuck you idiot. LOL. i'm such a decent boy okay.
i'm happy. i'm happy. i'm happy ((: gosh, shat, i need to edit the photos now. no time left!! must be printed and framed before O's. eek!
綾香の ”当り前の幸せなんか、この世界に一つもない” Ayaka no "atari mae no shiawase nanka, kono sekai ni hitotsu mo nai."
これわほんとです、とてもほんとです。だから、今なお愛してるです。 そうして、今な私はウエイトるおまえの帰り。 kore wa honto desu, totemo honto desu. daraka, imanao aishiteru desu. soushite, ima na watashi wa ueito omae no kaeri.
thanks for the birthday wishes people! thank you, Fan Wei, Russel, Brandon Chai, Ying Ting, Yilin, Sin Yee, Justin, Joel, Audrey Koo, Audrey Wong, Kaina, Kahyan, Yvonne, Jeff, Kelvin, Julian, Hansen, Min wei, VALANE MUM, WEN WEN, Glenice, Denise, Jasmine, Nicholas Wong, Wei Zheng, Grace Hong, Asief, Ilena, Clinston, Ho Wei Yang, Andy, Mary, Keiko, Huibo, Celine Jie, Sean, Isaac, Carmen, Hong Chao, Yanni, May Hui,Grace Lim, Tricia, Ruby, PeiQi, PeiLing, Beatrice, Hong Chao, Isabel Chew, Zaid, Sean, Joshua, Kiwi, Keng Huei, Karen Lau, Si Pei, Shi Ying, Wei Seng, Pavarne, Hui Kang, Michelle Teo, Sara, "swimboi" guy, tawan, jiayi, nurshidah, YuXi, Weiliang, Cheryl (whoever you are), Tecky, REUBEN, gary chew, ISHRAT MALIHA!! :D
thanks for the birthday presents people! thank you, Mum, Dad, Uncle, Auntie,Grandma, YuHan (cousin), YuXuan (cousin), Hui Bo! special thanks to: Audrey Wong, Kaina, Kahyan, Yvonne, Joshua, Joel, Justin, Keiko, Mary, Chang Wen for the photo collage! i love it most ((:
thank you to those who make such an effort to send at 12 am! once again, thank you Grace, Tricia, Ruby, PeiQi! ((: oh thanks joshua too! for being such a darling 2 XD haha he said he'll celebrate with me! in school. cause we'll be celebrating in the Listening Compre O's -_-
anyway, birthday's not as bad haha. at least some people close to me wished me! but rather sad because some close ones didnt. but nvm! those who i treated as hi-bye friends still wished me! thanks!!! ((: thanks loads people!
oh yes oh yes, mum was like asking why i was smiling at my phone today. so i was like "My friends wished me happy birthday mah!" :D:D:D:D
I LOVE ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND. i mean the j-drama. and i love the ending of the song, "Okaeri" by Ayaka ((: super nice.
tommorrow's my birthday, a year older, a year more mature, a year stolen away just like that, a year less to plan for my future. i have to plan for the the next 5 years. now. otherwise, it'll be just pointless going on without a goal.
oh wells, i wish for a Macbook Pro, an IPod Touch, many many bottles of Absolut (any flavour) :D but they'll never come. oh but i do love to have dark ecuador/germany chocolates with >13% cocoa!! or korean/japanese imported strawberries!! OR 10 LITRES OF HONEYDEW MILKSHAKE!! or even nai cha with more nai! :D haha, cheap thrills, but i still love them ((:
melvin said i'm simple, someothers say i'm too simple minded. melvin said simple is good, others said too simple minded is stupid. maybe its because of melvin being 24 years old this year! XD can call you uncle mel liao la -.- uncle mel uncle mel, where's my present? dont try to pretend like you did yesterday, GOOD FRIEND. lol!!
nah, i dont think i'll receive any presents tommorrow anyway. i just wanna sleep in my bed for the rest of next day until its over. i dread the coming of my birthday ): first time ever i feel so. sigh.
ne.. so pweety. but somehow the colour quality sucks. i need to get a camera, otherwise i wont be able to take artsy fartsy pics.
this is my birthday cake. a tiramisu. i love it all the same ((: i made 3 wishes. 1st, all my wishes will come true. 2nd, everyone will be happy. 3rd, its a secret. the wish i made when i saw the meteor shower last year.
oh yes, singapore sure has meteor shower. but only at certain periods of the year though. last year was at around, december. 14th if i'm not wrong. and its the greatest shower ever for last year!! this year's was supposed to be on april, but only people in the northen hemisphere will be able to see it. oh sad ):
i love wishes! because when they come true, i'll be damn glad. you should now know why i was never glad -_-
its two days too early, so no point 'celebrating' it today anyway. i'll upload pictures of my cake later on. maybe i'll buy 3!! cause i aint gonna receive any presents anyway. lala.
Today's experience in Starbucks was really bad. Firstly, the ice-water had dirt in them. After i ask to change for another cup, the 2nd cup was not washed properly and still had coffee stains on the rim. I asked for a change again, and this time, it had dirt on the rim. I gave up changing cups though. But I mean customers pay for the GST and do not deserve to get dirty cutleries, plates or cups. No matter how good the food is, if there are dirty cutleries, it will still upset my stomach. I'm not trying to pinpoint Starbucks (I LOVE STARBUCKS TO THE CORE CAN), I just want to say that the current service standard in Singapore still has lots of rooms for improvement.
I know its tough and tiring trying to improve, because I myself used to work as a service staff before, and I sure know the hard labour! But seeing the smiles of customers should be what service staffs aim to achieve everyday, not just a single day. I love to see customers walking away thanking us for our services, and I would love to see them come back again because I gain the satisfactory knowing that our food and service is good.
Furthermore, the IR is going to be built by 2010, in just 2 years time! If we don't improve the service standards now, who knows how long will we take to start AND see how much we've improve? Surely we don't wish the huge and majestic IR to be left with the staff members but not guests. If the IR is built and our service standard is still not improved, there's no telling if words will spread to the rest of the world that Singapore has a beautiful Integrated Resort, but the service standard are total boo-boos.
Improving the service standard not only attracts more tourists to Singapore, it also rises our standard of living to a certain extent. We would have excellent services, prosperous economy, high quality products, and this would gradually turns Singapore into a more elegant (?) society. From the low-middle and middle-classes, we would be raised to the middle-high and high classes.
Therefore, services does quite a big impact on Singapore's current economy and social factors. In order for Singapore to prosper, we should see the pattern in the direction Singapore aims to head to every year. For example, in the 1980s-1990s, there seemed to be a lack of teachers in Singapore (i think). There were many advertisements and tv-series about teachers or the teaching career. Now, there were more reality tv-series showcasing the cooks/F&B staff/bartenders because the IR was introduced. Thus, it is hinting that there is a higher need for employees in the F&B industry in near-future.
So the bottomline is, Singapore's service standards should be improved, Singapore has only 2 years of preparation before the IR is finally opened. Then, it will be a rare chance for Singapore to shine and glimmer in the light of hope.
i need to take photos, many many photos, as a collage. of course of my close friends la, but i'll take the girls first. list of people to take photos are just right below (:
Uncursed B1'08 1) Keiko 2) Mary 3) Yvonne 4) Audrey 5) Kaina 6) Kah Yan 7) Joshua 8) Justin 9) Kelvin 10) Jeff 11) Joel
i think i missed out some people, but i just cant remember who. it'll be a small photo collage with a photo frame ((: why? after our last day of school/graduation day or on prom night itself. haha.
waiting for you... keiko.. i'm waiting for you... to send me the friggin' photos taken today -.-
it was Chemistry paper today. I CAN ACE AGAIN :D FOR THE 12439075525097 TIME XD
went to coffee bean in Great World today, and apparently i dont really like coffee bean. I prefer starbucks, but mary says starbucks is just too crowded. yikes! bought cafe caramel, but it seriously is no better than starbuck's caramel macchiato ):
i feel so great with my dearests, i mean, i dont even talk much in front of them, but i enjoy their company even if we dont talk. i love this feeling, and i would love to spend more time with them ((: but the problem is how long will this last? especially when they have their boyfriends, and they look so lovey-dovey together, it just makes me feel rather odd-out among them. but i'll cherish them the same (: love ya dears :D
it dawd on me. its a weird way to think about it but, i dont wanna grow up. i've seen pictures in grown up's life, and i dont want to get involved in them. maybe that's why grown ups always says kid's life are so peaceful. and i'm scared of being old. i dont want to grow all saggy, and wrinkled, with slowed actions. i could almost imagine myself dawdling through my breakfast and bath. YIKES!! I DONT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN ):
nevertheless, we will grow up one day. we'll just have to be prepared for it. so the bottom line is,
i'm trying to learn melbourn shuffle. why? its fun :D cause nobody's gonna do old school freestyle in clubs or proms? haha. seriously, if the entire cohort dances melbourn shuffle, we'll look like cool idiots!! :D
come back my readers.. come back ): just because i didnt post for a few days doesnt mean that you have to stop reading right. EEK.
15th july is just next tuesday. but obviously, my day is packed, except morning. Morning until 2.30 is free. 2.30-3.30 is GCE O' lvl Listening Comprehension Examinations. 7.30 tilll 9.30 is my chemistry tuition. Morning is a no no to celebrate because no restaurants opens in the morning, and i dont like morning. I take 45mins to reach home, means i'll have 4.15 until 6.30 free. only 2h 15 mins to celebrate? and bathing and preparations takes and hour for me. Reaching the destination, prolly about an hour. 15 minutes to celebrate? yikes.
Guess its a lonely birthday, apart from the 11 years of no-birthday-parties years. Wanted to celebrate with Mary and Keiko, but then, nevermind, shant disturb them from their dates. And my family? Ahh, dont talk about that. I'll just sleep in my bed for the 2 hours and 15 minutes. Its exams week anyway, i cant do much, haha! (:
I thought the lights would be switched on, but someone switched the lights out and destroyed the switch. Mum's back from visiting my grandpa. It'll not be long for me to witness another relative's death.
Since young, my grandfather never seemed to be like a grandfather. He often plays tricks on us, bullied us and does the most ridicule stuff that no grandfather ever does. Thus, many of us (kids) seem to detest his presence. We took pains to find a place where he will not invade and start his assaults on us, but of course, we never found one. It makes us not like him more than ever.
Come to the think of it, I did not remember myself treating him well anyway. I gave him real bad attitudes since young, and I dislike him being around me because whenever I see him, I just feel uncomfortable. What have I done as a grandson? Nothing. Not even wishing him a happy birthday. I am a pathetic example of a grandson.
I guess shit happens really fast. Within a span of two years, my grandfather, from a strong person, became a weak, feeble and sickly one. I thought everyone would not be as sad, because every kid doesnt have a good impression of him. On friday dawn, we rushed back to Port Dickson. The minute i saw his face, I couldnt hold back my tears. Didnt really cry, but some tears just trickled down without my command. During the wake, not much tears were shed, not until the coffin was closed.
The past few days let me thought of how bad i was as a grandson. I am that pathetic. I'm the pathetic one. What I can do now is only pray, that when my grandfather reaches heaven, he will be able to feel the love of the Lord. To my grandfather, I'm so sorry for not being the good grandson that I could have been, but I know that deep in my heart, I love you. May Jesus light your way to heaven, amen.
I never doubt the will to live in my heart, because I cherish life just like everyone does. But how I make my life seem happier is the tough question. I asked myself 2 questions.
What makes me happy in this world?
My loved ones. They are those that I cherish alot, those that lived with me through tough times, and those whom I know who cherishes and loves me for who I am. They are seemingly dominant to my feelings, controlling every itsy bitsy edge of my feelings by just small influential actions. Its hard to live without them, because without them, I wont be able to share my joy of life, my sorrows and my anger.
Friends are those who stand by you through times, although friends do change. Family, though I dont believe in family bonding anymore, I know there are still happy families out there that can flourish the Earth with love in between family members.
What do I live for?
The answer is simple.
Love.
"If I speak in the tongues of men and angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing." 1 Corinthians 13:1-3
Love is what make a person wholesome. We dont wish for someone that doesnt know what love is as our friends, nor do we wish for someone who doesnt know what love is as our livelong partner. Love makes the world go round. We do love something, definitely something is loved deep down in our heart.
Business man loves money. Playboy loves to flirts. Emos loves to be emo. Rather weird to state those examples, but the point in stating them is that, even those people who does not seem to love the world actually loves something.
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs." 1 Corinthians 13:4-5
To me, love is a bond, a promise and a service.
Love is what brings our friends and us together. In others, love is the bond that binds humans together. We feel comfortable with love around us, and love IS definitely important.
Love is a promise, a promise to not let go, a promise to believe, a promise signed in the heart to never stop loving. When ever we say we love someone, its a promise. Because love is eternal.
Love is a service. We love to give joy to others, and it already means serving others by giving joy to others. Love is to give and not expecting anything back. That is also known as unconditional loving. Unconditional loving is seemingly the best choice to change the world, because it is no longer a If-You-Can-Win-And-I-Win-Too or If-I-Win-And-You-Lose thing, its serving with the You-Definitely-Win-Regardless-If-I-Win-Or-Lose attitude. Then definitely, there will be no losing situation, because we get the to love others, and its something that is a win for our soul.
I've never stopped loving before, and I dare say, I love every minute of my life. Love makes me happy, and I never want to stop this momentum of loving. Reinforcing what I stated above, love is what makes me wholesome. I will love until every living creature cease, until my body returns to the ground, until my last breath in this world.
Love is the burning flame in my heart, it is the will to live that empowers me with courage and strength. This is why I fear the death ahead of my life, but relish in the joy of living.
"And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love." 1 Corinthians 13:13
the minute i posted about this blog that is gonna be dead for 3 days, my unique visits plummented. WALAO MUST LIKE THAT OR NOT. my unique visits before i posted the previous post was 60+, and 2 days ago, it became 40+, after which yesterday, it went even further down to 2.
TWO. Tee-DoubleYou-Oh. TWO.
walao must like that or not ): haha, but i have even more bad news, i need to stay here till tommorow evening ): i'll update on tues afternooon instead. and i didnt bring my friggin humanities notes. i'm so gonna die. dont tell me to go to asknlearn, cause i dont even know my context yet, shat ): life's just a bitch. eek.
Dear myself, I cant breathe fresh air for 4 days! And i cant change this effing shirt and pants for 2! eek! i think i'm a dirty assholee ): sigh! i'm so sick of myself!! ): there are still pimples popping out from my face!! ): and i hope the secluded islands of pimples dont merge and form continents ):
Ryu Seensar Whataidoo
p/s: the computer is so lag, please overclock this 1.60 GHz dual CPU, and add more RAM tothe 0.99GB of RAM.
p/s: RAM is not harddisk, noobs please dont tell your parents that RAM is HARDDISK, because there's no such thing as 160GB of RAM.
I can confirm that this idiotic ass really glued the switch such that i can never ever on the lights again. Eek. What an arse. Well guys, this blog is going to be dead for 2-3 days because i'll be in malaysia, and prolly i wont be able to use the computer. It'll be so busy from tomorrow onwards. all the tears will be shed tonight. All the sorrow will gather round tonight. All the melancholic tunes will be played tonight. As for me, i doubt i'll be crying. I am not the un-empathetic kinda guy, but its just that though i am sad, there is no reason for me to cry. Crying doesnt help revert any situation. So why cry?
Recently, I found that some teacher teaching us is rather funny, in a way. That teacher, whom i aint gonna name the name nor the gender, chided on us since that teacher started teaching us. Then there's this day, 2 days back (i think), that teacher scolded us for not doing the homework. That teacher then asked joshua why he didnt do it. Joshua said that he had maths tuition. That teacher then exclaimed that if joshua has maths tuition, all the more he should have time to do his maths homework. So i'm like, do you have common sense or what? If he have maths tuition, he have spent his extra time that day, so how can he even do YOUR homework -.-
This is a post that is splitted into random parts. Yes it is.
Dear myself, I did something really wrong today. I cant believe i sinned. I feel so down right now. I feel as if my life has torn apart because of that. I was tempted to it, i swear! But i just cant resist it. I feel so stupid. I dont know why i am so weak. I feel as if, as if the demon possessed me! I, I really dont know what to do. I am sad, I really am.
I confess, I ATE MCSPICY MEAL UPSIZED TODAY. Its all fats and sins! I really should die! But it taste nice thogh (: i think i should eat more nowadays. Oh goowey! i dont feel sad anymore! :D
Signed, Ryu Seensar Whataidoo 01/07/08
Dear myself, I killed an ant today! Well, just writing in to tell you that i finally killed an ant! After so many months of battling against it, all the putting a secret tracking device in it, planning the whole murder of it, the choosing of suitable weapon, and finally executing it, I KILLED IT :D
I think i'm the best in killing an ant! I shall set-up an ant annihilating company! Go visit it when its open! :D
life is a homocidal bitch. it kills you without you knowing you're murdered by it. and life kills everyone. so can i say that life IS a homocidal bitch now?
somebody turned the lights out. its dark. i'm not scared, but i'm just. sad. speak the words of melancholy, I JUST WANT TO CRY MY BREASTS OFF. i think my clothes molested me, yikes!
